Friday, September 12, 2008
Haven't been blogging for so long.. So busy since the start of school this sem. Having a terrible time in lab but I think I am gradually getting used to failing. Everything just seem so overly advanced. I am just not there. :( Although I tell myself that I can do it, yet some part of me consciously tell me that no, you know you are not at that level. Sighz.
Thanks to Angel and Shao who gave me a box of beans to cheer me up. Kudos to you girlies. If not I will just die somewhere unknown to everyone. Lab is just depressing at this stage because we are so green. To be stuck there without progress is EVEN WORSE. (-.-")
The other day I was so stupid. I was ham-handed and broke the reaction flask. WHICH I stayed so late in lab the previous night to set it up?! WHAT THE FUCK. Seriously. I am just angry with myself. WHY SO STUPID?! Argh. Everything just seem to suck this week. Terribly 'not my week'. Now, I am like constantly having this triple eyelid in my left eye. SO FUGLY. Argh.
Life SUCKS to the core now. And I mean it. I think all the previous rants CANNOT even compare to the deep mire and huge pile of shit I am in now. Just want to rant and rant till I drop dead. Being dead is better than being in lab. YES, that's how strongly I feel about it. Totally.
...小猪 heArTs heR dAr (^.^)
-11:19 pm-
