Thursday, May 29, 2008
Tomorrow is THE day. I am extremely scared. Think I cannot concentrate on anything at all now. Shit.. It's really going to be shit. Though I already know it is 'cui' already, a tiny part of me's still hoping it is not so cui. Argh!!! I am going crazy. Sighz.. Eating too much junk today as usual, because I am super tensed since 12 pm. YES. That's all I can remember. 12 PM is judgement time. ARGH!!! *SCRATCHZZZZzzz*
Must, MUST run this weekend. BYE BYE to food from tomorrow. Mind and control. Argh.. I hope I can sleep today... ARGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
...小猪 heArTs heR dAr (^.^)
-9:08 pm-
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
Work is ending soon.. Found 2 tutees, a p5 tutee very very near my place, and a sec 3 chem tutee at Admiralty but only 1 hr every week on early Saturday morning which is good since I can foresee going back to school on weekends next time. May have another J2 chem at MY BLOCK, once a week every Sat/Sun too. Plus all of them are short hours, 1 and 1.5. Such a relief to get tutees fitting into my schedule. No more trouble about tutees anymore.
The past 3 weeks have been stressful. HAiz.. (>.<) Talking to the professors just make me feel like having a nervous breakdown. So far, all of them have been saying the same things. 'It's gonna be hard work, really hard work.', 'You need to put in a lot of effort.', 'It's gonna be tough.', 'It's not easy.', 'you can screw up half-way through and get stuck.', etc, etc. Plus telling me things related to chemistry I never even learn or heard about, talking about publishing papers, talking about panels of judges for project, talking about techniques and equipment in lab that I have never used before, telling us many past students have worked 7 days a week and stuff like that.. Making it sound like it is going to be a TOTAL NO LIFE final year at NUS, even before it actually happens. *regrets* I really regret not graduating. Haiz. Damn sian diao by everything. And results are coming out this Friday!! Sian.
Anyway! I seriously need to diet and exercise le man. Getting fat!!!! Or rather already gotten fat. Ergh.. What's the deal with office work. (-.-") Need to lose 2 kg!! Eeeuk. Ok. That's the cat out of the bag. :S Sighz.. Stress = Eat too much. 不行了, 一定要减肥! 也太夸张了, just 3 weeks after exams and I can gain so much weight. Super sian diao. Mind and control. Luckily, work is ending. Time to say bye bye to fats from tomorrow on. Hmph!
...小猪 heArTs heR dAr (^.^)
-10:35 pm-
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
Okie, time to update what's happening to me these days. Since the last entry, it has been quite hectic. Firstly, it was the meetings with the professors. Getting really sick of going to school just to meet them and come out of it still even more confused than ever but what the hell. Anyway, started work at this place in The Strategy Tower in Jurong IBP, super slack data entry brainless job. It is going to end next Wednesday. Lol. And I won't have time to work anymore, but will have to work again in school! Cos trials for one of the prof are starting, and it will be a hell sick job of working in the lab for about a month or 2 weeks, where nothing may come out of it. I hope I won't have to stay there for so long. Sianz. Anyway, it all just sucks this sem. Even the hols too. Bloody sucks. (-.-) Getting frustrated and short-tempered. I can just find reasons to scold 'What the F***!' everyday. Ok, mainly it is due to the irritating matter on hand, and the fact that I can't get money to enjoy my hols, and all the plans for a good relaxing holiday is f***ing disrupted. What can I say? Nothing lor. Seriously, working is such a better option at this point. *PUI* At times like this I really wish I can either just drop dead, or else just let me strike 4D or TOTO or win any fabulous lucky draw so that I can stop worrying and just sit there and rot away with lots of money to spend. BAH! What a shitty way to spend my hols. Freak. This definitely isn't what I want. I am freaking lamenting away out here. I am grumpy and grouchy but heck. And it doesn't help that the weather is hot like crazy and burning like hell. WTF. (-.-) Totally totally SIAN DIAO.
...小猪 heArTs heR dAr (^.^)
-9:24 pm-
Friday, May 09, 2008
Been a long long time since I last blogged. Well, exam period was totally terrible. So, no mood at all and no time to blog. Thinking about it just makes me feel like puking. That was how bad this semester was. I was totally knocked out. Anyway, I am just damn glad it is ALL over. For now that is. Thinking of Honours Year makes me want to puke too. Still.. It is a little late to back out. Feel like a fool. Just because I really don't know what to do. Just allowing myself to drift along with the current, wherever that's taking me. Sian.
Ok enough about school stuff. Played hard since the last day of exams and that is the 6th May, I went to Vivo with my beloved dearie, who was waiting for me to finish my exams for so long (His ended on 22nd APRIL, which is like before I even started). Watched Iron Man, Mr. Tin Can. Lol. It was good anyway. So cool and quite humorous also. But it is a pity Dear and I only got to know that there is something extra after the credits the next morning. (-.-) And so we missed the cameo appearance of Samuel. L. Jackson who is supposed to be one of the characters in the sequel to Iron Man. Yay! There's a sequel! Love the character Tony Stark (Robert Downey Jr.) and of course his secretary, Pepper Potts. What a weird name but heck, Gwyneth Paltrow is just so hot. Had dinner at the White Dog's Cafe.. Nice place with a nice ambience and the food was also quite good. Window shopped around with Dear before going home.
Watched 'I am Legend' the next day at Dear's place. Conclusion is, I am really damn glad I didn't go to the cinema to watch it when it was out that time. Turned out just like I thought it would. Stupid and not nice at all. *Shrugz*
It was a girl's day out yesterday with Angel and Rong. We went Bugis to shop, but only Rong bought stuffs, then we went to Arab Street, again Rong bought crystals to decor her handphone. Then, we went to Marina Square to have dinner at Waraku. Nice yummy food to reward ourselves. Then, we were walking around in John Little there, before going to Suntec, where the 3 of us bought stuffs from Cotton On. :) Each of us got a box of doughnuts from Doughnut Factory before heading home. Lol.
Just got back home at about quarter to nine, went out with Dear to Orchard, where he bought 2 tees from Levis and I got a new pair of flats from URS because we redeemed a 5 bux Heeren's shopping voucher after we got his two Levis tees. Heehee.. Got a promo item plus 5 bux off. Lol. Happy. Went to Shokudo Pasta and Pizza place at Cineleisure to have dinner. (^.^) Ordered their burgers, which were big! As usual, left a lot of fries behind, as well as the burger buns. But I love the burger buns!! Coated with sesame seeds and slightly toasted and crunchy. Just the way I llike it. Yumz! Dearie ordered teriyaki chicken and mine was mushroom cheese burger. We had dessert as well. Red bean ice with black sesame icecream and mochi. Like the mochi! So q! And cute too. White circular fat discs. Just look so yummy.
Found a two week temp job, will be starting work next wednesday. So, I must play hard now!
...小猪 heArTs heR dAr (^.^)
-10:50 pm-
