Thursday, April 17, 2008
This is like so gross.. Made my hair stand yesterday. I was going to the bathroom going to wash up and sleep. And I saw 3 FAT and LONG lizards on the ceiling. AND another tiny one on the floor. Eurgh! SO EURGH! By the time I went to take my phone to capture the picture below, I saw one of them squeezing into the protective cover for the wiring in the house. Eeuks man. So I took the picture of the remaining two. They are like SO DAMN FAT. Must be all my mom's cooking.
Ok.. Move on to not so disgusting things. My lunch for yesterday.
But in the end, I dumped most of the noodles in the bin. Getting fat. Ate too much junk recently. Sighz. Must go running.. Good form of meditation much needed.. Sighz.
Bought a few stuff online recently. 7 in total: 2 skirts, 3 tops, 2 top/dress. Probably buy more and stock up once exams are over and with a temp job = income.
...小猪 heArTs heR dAr (^.^)
-12:20 pm-
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
又一次的打击.
这次我感觉到了. 终于感觉到了. 可是, 不同的是, 少了应该随之而来的奋斗决心. 只是多了一份讨厌, 茫然, 不知所措, 灰心. 只因为意识到, 有时候, 不是再多的努力就能换取想达到的目的.
我好像变的不是人如其名了. 我的名字叫 JOYCE. 晓得她的意思吗?
It is not hard to have a positive outlook. But it is hard to TRY and have a positive outlook. Meaning? It is easy to be positive while one is still positive.
算了.
I can fly, fly to the skies. Lost to my dreams, lost in my mind.
...小猪 heArTs heR dAr (^.^)
-9:15 pm-
Wednesday, April 09, 2008
It is a slack day today.. Only watched one webcast. Went to Dear's place in the afternoon and just managed to watch one webcast for 2 hours plus cos I kept surfing the net. OMG. So slack man. Was telling Dear exam mood not there yet. Though they are like only 2 weeks away? Haha.. Wadever. Tomorrow have to do lab report! Luckily it's half done. Anyway, I must watch another webcast before I sleep later.
Went to 三盅两件 at Jurong Point to eat dinner last Saturday. It's been a long time since I went there. I was late and Dear was already in the restaurant waiting for me and one of the dishes was already served. Lol. I walked extremely fast into the place and the people queuing outside were looking at me. I think they thought I cut queue. Heehee.. But anyway, had their 招牌 samsui chicken, some shark fin soup with stewed pork and melon or something like that, and the steamed fish slices with bean sprouts. We had a pot of chrysanthemum tea too. Really good and I really love their steamed peanuts too. Haha.. They serve these before the actual dishes. Dear didn't finish eating them before I reached the restaurant so I finished the rest, which was about slightly more than half a small plate. Heehee..
Yesterday's TBT was the last lesson and only a miserable few people turned up. I think many people have tests. It was a good work out. Though the back of my thighs are still very 酸 today. And the abs there so stiff. Ache ache.
Haven't been running for about 3 weeks now. Planning to do it tomorrow or Friday. Ok.. Time for a bit of TV watching before I turn to boring webcast. I need to sleep more too.
...小猪 heArTs heR dAr (^.^)
-9:54 pm-
Friday, April 04, 2008
I am feeling tired suddenly. 心情很沉闷. 为什么呢? 不知道. 感觉超烦的. 只想让自己放松一下, 什么都不要做. Maybe taking Honours is not such a good idea afterall. 可是, 又没做好踏出社会工作的心理准备. 是理由吗? 是借口? 我的目标是什么? 为什么到了这个阶段总是要问你到底想做什么? 为什么人要想这么多? 我是平凡的. 我要的很简单. 不想去多想什么. 不是没有上进心, 而是没什么好争取的. 要争取的, 也只是那些我自认为对我重要, 能让我快乐, 幸福的事. 想法简单, 在这社会, 就不能生存吗? 那我是否快要消失了? 不要再追问我什么, 因为我无话可说. 就算有, 再天真的我也相信不会有人认同.
不停的重复反问, 给人很大的压迫感. 我听得多, 也听得腻. 现在的我, 只想要开开心心的活着, 希望能有一些些平静. 不要一直问我, 一直质疑我.
有那么难吗?
...小猪 heArTs heR dAr (^.^)
-11:37 pm-
