Tuesday, September 26, 2006
***Busy but relaxing term break**
23.09.06 - The Banquet at PS
24.09.06 - His place, watched The Breakup on his computer, and one-fifth of The Village
25.09.06 - His place again, watched A Long Weekend
26.09.06 - Grandma's house in the morning, CCK after that, running in the evening with Qinning, went West Mall with her and bought a pair of sandals that cost 10 bux..
I am so horrible... I can seem to buy anything anywhere... *Poof*
27.09.06 - Class outing in the evening at Boat Quay, Minds restaurant
28.09.06 - Project meeting at 11 am, date with Linzie at Paragon, Bakerzin
29.09.06 - Date with Shao at Queensway at 1.30 pm
30.09.06 - Swimming lesson with Dear if not bowling and pool.
01.10.06 - Tuition in the morning, 4D class outing at Settlers in the afternoon at 1.30 pm
So where do I fit in revision and lab reports?
...小猪 heArTs heR dAr (^.^)
-10:16 pm-
Sunday, September 17, 2006
***Forever and ever**
:D Dear surprised me today with a limited edition Dior perfume for me... He bought it from the airport... See pictures on the link... Heehee... Been at his house these 2 days watching him sleep... He's doing shift duty from 10.30 pm to 10.30 am everyday for the IMF thing... We didn't do anything much except having lunch together and then dinner when he wakes up... Planning to go out once his duties end... Haven't been anywhere for 3 weeks already because of his rehearsals and duties for the IMF thing... May be going to Chinese garden!! Mooncake festival is coming!! Had quite a lot of mooncakes already which is bad... I mean for me... Mooncakes = Put on weight! Haha... Both of us wants to watch the movie "The Banquet" too... Term break's coming... Really can't wait for it to come! Devilz class outing may be on the way too! Hehe... I guess I am initiating it... Probably end up organizing it too... But it is good to keep in touch regularly... It is a good way to ensure you are still keeping in close contact maybe 20 years down the road! Slacking like mad this weekend until it didn't seem like weekend because usually weekends mean rushing out lab reports, doing tutorials, reading texts... But this weekend I just read 2 readings for the JS tutorial on Wednesday... It is a miracle! First time I finished my readings before tutorial!!! Haha... Think I am really in good spirits after the depressing and stressful past week or 2... Hope this continues...
...小猪 heArTs heR dAr (^.^)
-11:08 pm-
Friday, September 15, 2006
** 冷 *
今天都是冷冷的。冷到直颤抖。。。 毛孔全都缩起来了。。。好想要有一只大熊来拥抱我！如果说床上的大猪猪能化身为他来给我一个温暖的拥抱，那该有多好啊！可惜我是在做梦。。。 哈哈。。。 好无聊哦。。。 整天都在发白日梦，胡思乱想。。。 好莫名其妙。。。 我的想象力也够丰富的了。。。 你说，像我这样的女孩子是不是很危险呢？男生都会觉得怕怕吧。。。 嘿嘿。。。 总觉得他们不喜欢复杂，想太多。。。 可是，因该是他们头脑简单吧。。。唉，真是有够笨的。。。 嘿嘿。。。难道他们的感情细胞真的只有那么可怜的一丁点吗？唉哟。。。 真是的。。。 我也不知道我在抱怨什么。。。 嘿嘿。。。 觉得无聊而已。。。 其实也没什么。。。 可能是我现在一个人在家，觉得很寂寞。。。最讨厌自己一个人在家里。。。 我可怜的宝贝还得在机场为别人忙碌。。。 真是的。。。 已经开始有放假的感觉了。。。
...小猪 heArTs heR dAr (^.^)
-11:27 pm-
Thursday, September 14, 2006
***Cough cough***
*Brush* *Brush*
More than a week's dust here... Haven't been blogging... Really really super busy... Had a most stressed and busiest week so far... 2nd uncle passed away last Thursday... So was at his funeral wake from Friday night onwards... Could not do any homework at all though I was supposed to study for the organic test today which was horrific... I'll talk about that later... So I had to rush out my lab report on Monday which was so screwed up... The data collected was bloody screwed... Sighz... But anyway, had it done only at 1 am on Tuesday... Then, had a long and boring lab session on Tuesday... Sighz... Breathed in a lot of poisonous fumes... Then, when I got back home, I couldn't start on studying for my test even though I really really wanted to... Cos I had to research for my JS project as we had a meeting that night... And the meeting ended at 11 pm at night... SO, in the end I started trying to swallow the whole of last sem's organic module just yesterday night... And that was after a long tiring 8 - 6 day in school... Something that is truly regrettable... And clearly not enough... Today's test was a disappointment... I think I guessed some of the reagents correctly but those irksome mechanisms fell through... Don't even know what goes where... In the end, I think we were all demoralised... Me, Angel, Shao and Jenna... I think we all share the same frustrated and sianz feeling... Sighz... 15% leh!! That's a lot of the final grade... :(
Finally free today... After the test... Didn't do anything at all just now... Just wanted to rest and relax... Watched TV since I got back home just now...
Poor Dear have to work at the airport for the IMF thing... His shift is from 10.30 pm to 10.30 am everyday... He's only going to go back home straight from the airport on Saturday probably near noon and go back to the airport again at night... Sighz... I think he has got a rather bad deal in army... From the time he's been serving in army he hasn't got a single day where he can book out on weekdays... The best he's got are nights off and more often than not, always close to 9 pm or later and then booking in again in perhaps less than 2 hours... And even so, there were not many nights off... So we just meet on weekends... It makes us cherish our time more together which is good... But sometimes I get tired of him not being able to be around in person when I feel unhappy due to school, work or any other stuff... And also not being there in person when I feel happy and excited about something and wants to share my joy... Can't even get him on the phone to talk at that particular moment I want to share because when he's in camp, he is busy most of the time... Cos of the fact that he has to oversee the training of his men and training and meetings among themselves too... Sighz... Think I am feeling grumpy and grouchy today... Haha... Then a friend said something today that made me realise I am really glad I found him in my life... Heez... It made me realise that he is always there actually, acting as my mental support... Calling me at the end of the day no matter how tired he is... Letting me bully him on weekends... Making me smile with his silly antics... It is amazing how relationships between people can grow... Sometimes things around you, words that people say can invoke your emotions and thoughts towards something that you have never seriously considered or think about... Hmm... I am in a rather reflective mode... Haha... But I am rather tired now to talk much... Think I am most anticipating the term break... So that I can organize myself and my studies... Seriously, I have the 'sian of studying' feeling again... That's due to a different reason though... Last time I had this feeling it is because I don't feel like I am studying for myself and I didn't know what I want... But now, it is more like the load is getting heavy and heavier than I feel I can manage or want to manage... I don't like this kind of life... Now I realised I was really happier when I was doing nothing but work and occasional shopping and chilling out with some of my friends in the holidays... Sighz... I was just telling my mom just now those who think of studying till the PHD level really have permanent head damage... I mean it. I guess I am just so sick of studying now that it seems so unfathomable to me why some people like studying so much... Or why they have the patience to do it... And how can they get so good at it... Maybe I am really a 没士气，没志愿，没野心，没目标的女孩... I get waves of studying mood sometimes but larger waves of slacking always envelopes them almost every time it happens... Haha... So sleepy... Gona sleep and I believe in 睡一觉就没事了! Haha... Like real... Bound to think about these again... Sighz!!! For now, sleep!!
...小猪 heArTs heR dAr (^.^)
-10:00 pm-
Monday, September 04, 2006
**Destress**
I need to destress... Eating lots of junk and rubbish nowadays... Need to stop and get some exercise... :( Flabby and more flabs!! Haven't been running for 2 weeks!! Then there's all those work to do... Don't remember having such a busy time last 2 semesters... Year 2 is a killer year already? Goodness... Cannot imagine year 3... :( Not enough rest and leisure... Sighz... So sianz... Test is coming soon and I am trying to work out my timetable to see which days I can study... Aiyaya... 2101 and 2102 are seriously not understandable... Like I don't even know why the hell I am studying them for... Rotational energy levels of molecules? Spare me can? 2121 is just plain confusing... "You are expected to know after seeing it once," declares the 流氓教师... Feel like slapping him and ask him to take his skinny leg off the bench... He always props it up on the bench and gives the class a cheeky smile... I think so far, GEK is the only relaxing module... Stupid JS tutor seriously doesn't know how to teach... You won't understand the severity until you attend one tutorial and experience yourself... Sucks man... Okie... Must look on the bright side and gambatte! Eeeks!! I am getting more and more mood swings... Poor dear who has to put up with it because I only let off the steam on him... (>.<) While I just get more and more cranky in my behaviour towards friends... Sighz... Poor friends too... Haha... Okie... I gotta get more of the readings done since I watched TV since 5 pm just now... :p Talk about working hard... Sighz... Didn't even get to run just now because of the weather... Thought it was getting ready to rain but in the end it didn't!!!!!! What an ass... Grrr... Nevermind... Shall make it up on Wednesday... Please stop eating junk. Too much rubbish to demolish at home... Must stop myself from buying... Wasting money too... And I must learn to SAVE!!!
...小猪 heArTs heR dAr (^.^)
-11:11 pm-
