**Happy New Year!!**

It's going to be 2006 soon!! Many many wishes!! Hope it'll be a really good year... And yes, it's going to be my birthday soon!! Yippie!! That's a nice way to start the year but the down side of it all these years is that I'll always receive presents in alternate years during school... Haha... Cos classes change every two years... And even then, I'll still have less presents cos everyone is busy at the start of the year!! Wahaha... It's really raining very heavily now... What a way to end the year... Chinese New Year is oso coming soon!! I've finished buying almost all my stuff except shoes... And I must start saving up to buy nice present for Dear... Anniversary coming soon too... :) Must buy something he wants... I know he wants books or nice shirts... Think I'll find out his shoulder size from his wardrobe the next time I go over to his place! Heehee... Hmm... My dad has finished painting my room... It's now a nice purple!! Hehe... And my brothers' room is a nice blue... My parents' room is apricot colour... But I think it's not very nice... Hehe... Only the living room is left now...

For the year 2006, I'll resolve to work hard and enjoy myself... And I'll resolve to run and join recreational activities so that I won't get fat and can get rid of fatty tummy as well!! Eeek! And I hope all the acne will be gone forever!! X) Yeah!! 2006 will be happy happy for everyone!! And for me and Dear dear too... Hehe...

...小猪 heArTs heR dAr (^.^)
-4:13 pm-

***Oh Poor Me!****

My lips are dry and red and puffy... It looks as though I have been kissing too much... :( I'm too heaty already... Doesn't help that I drank like a whole container of water today... Sobz... Painful!! They have cracked around the edges... Bonjella helps though... :) Thank goodness for that... Okie... Think I'll go wash up and sleep already... Shall be a good girl and rest early... Poor Dear too... He has got a week leave since yesterday till next Tuesday actually... But just now he got called back for reserve guard duty... Well, at least he's only doing it for a night... Booking out again tomorrow morning... He has bought an O2 pda today... $640 bucks!! Haiz... I think he's been spending a lot lately... Must try and prevent him from spending anymore...

...小猪 heArTs heR dAr (^.^)
-11:35 pm-

*Smilez**

Went Causeway Point with Qinning today... And watched Narnia!! Yupz... It was not bad... Anyway, we walked around there after the movie and Qin bought her stuff... :) Had dinner at Gelare again and it's a Tuesday!! So had the waffle at half price!! Weee....!!! This time we added strawberries! Cos half price ma... Then, we went all the way from Woodlands to Tampines Mall to watch Shao dance but in the end we still missed it... Heez... It was raining... Accompanied Shao for her dinner at Delifrance and Qin and I shared another Peppermint Mocha Blended from Coffee Bean... Yupz... Quite a long day today... Reached home at about 9.30 pm... Yawnz... Quite sleepy already... I think tomorrow going out with my parents again... Supposed to have mahjong tomorrow intially... Then when I reached home I found out Dad took 3 days leave... To repaint the house and to do his shopping... Yes my room can have a new colour!! :) Looking forward to it... Okie... I must go off now... My lips are burning... I think I am too heaty...

...小猪 heArTs heR dAr (^.^)
-10:24 pm-

***Christmas Time**

Had a nice day today with Dear... We went to Marina Square in the afternoon, where Dear tried to teach me how to play pool for about an hour plus... Haha... :) I said tried because I don't think I had completely learnt the correct way to play but will do for now... Heehee... Then we had a lunch cum dinner meal at Changing Appetites at around 3 plus... We ordered a super-sized mocha, CA shrimp burger, and chicken covered with mushrooms and melted cheese burger... But I forgot to take pictures of the humongous burgers!! :( Better memory next time... They were really huge, full of crispy lettuce and juicy tomatoes and of cos the thick, large patties and came with lots of thick fries and salad... The shrimp patty had wasabi mayo on it and after eating it, Dear was like feeling hot in the nose... Hehe... But everything was really nice... We were so stuffed... (>.<) After that, we shopped around for a while because the new section has just opened... Watched the movie "The Family Stone" at 5 pm and went to esplanade after the show ended at about 7 pm... :) It was a really touching show... And quite funny... Heehee... We were at the esplanade rooftop area and sat there, trying to take nice pictures with my phone... Haha... Of cos they weren't very good... :) So I told Dear I want to buy a digital camera next year... Shall be one of the goals in 2006!! Wahaha... After playing around for a while, we went to Max Brenner's chocolate bar to have warm chocolate fondue!! Yes!! Yummy!! And again forgot to take a picture of the 3 little pots of chocolate warmed by candles beneath them and all the strawberries, banana slices, cute little white and pink marshmallows and broken pieces of yummy raisin bread... 3 flavours of chocolate, white, milk and dark... And halfway through eating the sweet sticky dips, the chocolate in the pots actually bubbled... Hahaha... It's amazing how those little white candles can heat up the chocolate so that they actually bubbled!! :D I think we ate a little over the top today... Hehe... We were both feeling so full at the end of the day... *Grinz* Took a super long way home on a supposedly express bus from the busstop outside explanade... Haha... :) Went to his house for our little exchanging of gifts session... Hehe... I got what I want for Christmas!! *Grinz* Love you so much Dear!! Wahaha... Muackz! Yupz... All in all, a very satisfying Christmas... X) Thanks so much to Dear who made it wonderful... Here's some pics...

...小猪 heArTs heR dAr (^.^)
-12:19 am-

***Wahaha**

Watched this movie called the Rugrats movie... So cute!! Haha... Stayed at home today... Was sneezing the whole day... Went to sleep just now at 4 and awoke 2 hours to find that everybody went out le... Haha... Hmm... I wana watch Narnia!! But Dear went to watch it with his friends today le... (>.<) Nevermind... Maybe can find someone to watch with me... :) Yupz... I think I must sleep early though... Really feeling quite bad...

...小猪 heArTs heR dAr (^.^)
-7:57 pm-

**Hehe...****

It's Christmas eve today!! Really happy... Yesterday night had dinner with Dear at West Mall... Had a little argument and I felt really sad for a moment then... Cos he doesn't understand my feelings and even said he was pissed even though I feel I should be the one who's pissed ba... We had planned to go back to my house for some 汤圆 but when we reached my house, he said he wanted to go home cos we were both not in the mood already... I was really hurt by that and tried to explain to him and that I really think he should be more sensitive to my feelings but I don't think he gets it... So I gave up and told him we'll meet on Sunday... I think he felt guilty cos then he said, "好啦，let's go up to your house and watch dvd..." 就这样 we sort of 和好... Hehe... Funny... In the end, we had 汤圆, watched a movie by Tom Cruise called Collateral and he stayed till about 11 pm... And my parents saw him finally... I think Dad was quite shocked that I brought him back but he seems to be pleased on the otherhand... Before that, he wasn't that enthusiastic that I have a boyfriend... I guess he sort of like have to 'approve' of him before I can have him as my boyfriend... Traditional 思想... (^^) Haha... Anyway, the argument we had I think was started off by me again... I'm feeling bad about myself recently and don't exactly have a lot of confidence because of all the pimples on my face... And he keeps on teasing me about it and making me more irritated... So I sort of just burst out and told him to stop making those comments when I knew he didn't mean it in a bad way and was just joking... Haiz... I just felt that I was unhappy enough about it and he should understand better than to antagonize me any further... So I sort of took it out on him... I understand he feels that he didn't do or rather say anything wrong that's why he's pissed when I told him off like that... But he doesn't understand how I feel... Maybe I should just stop meeting him after Christmas till my skin gets a whole lot better... :( I'm just being silly I know... But I don't mind how others look at me... 可是我很在意他怎么看我... 越是亲密的人, 不管是友人或是他, 我越是在意... I don't know why I feel this way... Feel rather sad... Hope it will heal soon... Meanwhile, shall sweep all this unhappiness aside and enjoy the christmas spirit for these 3 days!! Today, tomorrow and Monday!! (^^)

...小猪 heArTs heR dAr (^.^)
-12:24 pm-

**Results!!**

CM1101
PRINCIPLES OF MODERN CHEMISTRY
A-

CM1111
BASIC INORGANIC CHEMISTRY
B+

EC2303
FOUNDATIONS FOR ECONOMETRICS
B+

GEK1506
HEAVENLY MATHEMATICS: CULTURAL ASTRONOMY
A

MA1102R
CALCULUS
D+

CAP: 3.8

Okie... Here are my results!! Hmm... Slightly better than what I expected so quite happy... :p I'm easily satisfied... :)

...小猪 heArTs heR dAr (^.^)
-1:10 pm-

***Oh no

It's the day of release of exam results!! Oh no... I really don't want it to come... It is absolutely terrible because it's the 1st exam after the big A's and you don't know where you stand!!! So even the results are unpredictable you know what I mean? As in last time you still can roughly estimate whether you can get an A, a B or whatever grade but now you can't!! Because you don't know how well others did!! Shit... This is what I hate man... And there's all that plus and minus somemore which makes it even more unguessable... A+, A, A-, B+, B, B-, C+, C, D+, D and F!! So damn many grades!! Shit shit shit... :( Hope I won't do too badly... Argh... Stupid thing to wait!! Like that time when waiting for A level results... Oh no... Oh no...

...小猪 heArTs heR dAr (^.^)
-9:56 am-

*Bored**

Cancelled the outing to the bake-it-yourself shop with Lin... Felt too lazy to travel so far and most importantly, I must remember that I am BROKE!! Seriously going to eating instant noodles and bread for the rest of the month!! Haiz... So I can only remain bored at home... Actually not really that bored la... But just feeling lazy... Tomorrow Mei and Qin are coming over... Gonna cook spaghetti for them... :) Just came back from buying the ingredients... And I've bought the sunblock the doctor asked me to buy... 16 bucks for the stupid sunblock!! Why are all sun blocks so ex? Shit... I hate being poor... Grr... But thank goodness it's near the end of the month so I only need to bear with it for another 10 days or so to get my allowance!! Don't dare to ask dad for money now already... He has given me a lot of to spend this month... :p I've bought 5 tops, a pair of jeans, 1 bag and a cardigan so far... That's all for now!! Wow... All the clothes, ez link mrt pass, going to the doctor, christmas presents, plus the food and entertainment, I've spent like about a whole thousand this month!! Gosh... I need some control man... :( Or else I'll have to cut off my hands and seal my mouth so that I can't lay my hands on everything I see and eat whatever I want... Too bad I didn't get to find a job at the start of the month... But come to think of it, I'll probably spend somemore... Heez... (^^) Anyway, I've really enjoyed myself this holiday, with the minor setback that I've really overspent... School is just so disgusting... Bleh! (>.<) I seriously loathe the life in Uni... But I don't have a choice... It's like do or die... So, I've made a major decision... I shall start working harder from next sem on, so that it will take my mind off how disgusting it actually is... I mean if I keep thinking it sucks then it will really feel like hell... Logical ma? I also don't know... But at least I feel should put in more effort ba... I feel guilty somehow... Cos my dad worked so hard to let me have this chance, the least I can do is not to let him down... Hmm... That's the contradictory part... It's like I study because of other people's expectations, but I don't enjoy it... Perhaps that's why I'm so stressed... I'm right in the midst of a contradiction... The mind tells me no I really hate it but my heart says I have to do it no matter what... In the end, I also don't know to follow my heart or my mind... And often, it makes me frustrated and really irritated... I guess it is this that makes me stressed... And sometimes, I'll develop the heck care feeling and just don't feel like thinking, don't feel like feeling, don't feel like doing anything at all... 2005 has been an eventful year for me... It started off really bad but I was saved from having a bad year all the way because of all my wonderful friends and my wonderful Dear... (^^) Love all of them loads and hope 2006 will be a good year for everybody and myself!! Ok... I feel like sleeping now... Going to take a nap... Yawnz...

...小猪 heArTs heR dAr (^.^)
-2:59 pm-

***Sobz!

Went to see the doctor at noon time... A total of 182 bucks!! My goodness!! That is damn expensive lor!! I'm truly broke now... :( Sobz... It better be good or else I'll be wasting my money man... (>.<) Haiz... Really very 心痛 man... :'( The doctor says the medication will make my skin flaky and red in the 1st week or 2... Ugly!! But nevermind... For the sake of complete cure, I must bear with it... Then, I still have to buy sun block... Cos the doctor says the oral medication will make me become tanned easily so she says must protect against further darkening of the scars, it's better to put on sunblock when I'm out in the sun... And good sunblocks are so ex!! Damn... Seriously gotta eat bread for the rest of the month... :(

Anyway, after seeing the doctor I went to Dear's house... He has got leave till tomorrow... Felt better after complaining to him for a bit and having Mac with him at about 3 plus just now... :) He's always able to make me smile...

...小猪 heArTs heR dAr (^.^)
-4:44 pm-

**Yippie!**

Had a very good weekend... Went to the dragongate restaurant at Harbourfront Centre for dimsum with the Devilz on Saturday... The food was quite nice but rather prawnish... Hehe... After that we went to K Box at Marina Square... It was a 1st for our class!! My goodness... Had a lot of fun... Especially with the guys acting crazy and Jinhan with his Jacky Wu impersonations... Hahaha... We sang from 4 to 9 pm... Yupz... Some pics here at K Box... And the two other girls who turned up for the buffeting... Quite sad that last minute so many people couldn't come... Well, I guess there's always the next outing... Maybe a chalet in May or June next year...

Then, yesterday went to watch King Kong with Dear at Jurong Point... Really not bad... But the ending was quite draggy... Especially when the planes were circling around King Kong... Lasted probably 15 to 20 minutes lor... Make me feel dizzy... (>.<)

Finally finished writing my Christmas wishes just now... Going to send the cards tomorrow... It's a little late... Hehe... Anyway, I was supposed to go to the doctor today for my skin problem but Mom has to bring grandma to the hospital for check-up... She wants to accompany me to the doctor and hear what she says so I'm going tomorrow instead... Hope the doctor can help me clear my pimples... (>.<) That will be one great thing this year in addition to having met Dear... *Grinz* X)

Christmas is this weekend!! Yesterday I was at Dear's house and he refused to open his cupboard when I was in his room saying that my Christmas present is inside... Haha... Wondering what he has got and when did he get it? Anyway he says it's something big... Hope it's what I want!! Hahaha... I'll find out this weekend... Hope he will not get guard duty on Christmas eve... Or else he'll be really tired on Christmas day... He says he will have to get gold for his fitness test... Cos of his crazy officer... I believe you can do it Dear! 加油!!

Hmm... Shall go buy somemore christmas presents after seeing the doc tomorrow...

Dear is concentrating on his PSP...

His 情妇... (>.<)

...小猪 heArTs heR dAr (^.^)
-2:16 pm-

**Hehe**

Went to watch Pride and Prejudice at Causeway Point with Lin just now... It's a really nice show... Love it... Keira Knightly is chio... Woohoo! Heehee... We were walking around the shopping centre and Lin was looking for her dress... I bought a purple t-shirt... Haha... Well it's quite expensive for a shirt but nevermind... I like it... Had dinner at Gelare and we couldn't finish what we ordered... Haha... Cos we shared a bag of Ruffles between us during the movie... Ordered a large waffle with maple syrup and whip cream and a scoop of blueberry cheese cake yoghurt gelato... And I had a chicken mayo sandwich and Lin had a tuna one... And they come with more potato chips!! By the time we finished the waffle, we were already quite full... In the end we can only eat half of our sandwich and packed away the other half... Haha...

The waffle...



The sandwich with potato chips!

...小猪 heArTs heR dAr (^.^)
-8:57 pm-

**Argh!!**

Renovations going on right above my room!! What the F***!! All the knocking and banging making me go crazy... And they keep dropping things!! Their hammers or drills or whatever... Damn... Do they have broken hands or what?

(--") Thank goodness I'll be out of the house soon... (* *) See stars man... Idiots. Can't even have peace... It is probably going to last a few days at least... Argh... I'm going to stay away from the house in the morning and afternoon from today onwards... Tomorrow I shall go to the library and hide myself there... On Friday I shall escape to Lot 1... My goodness... Hope it's not going to go on for too long...

...小猪 heArTs heR dAr (^.^)
-10:27 am-

***Yeah!!

Poof... Finished 20 christmas cards today le... 5 more to go... The holidays aren't that fun anymore... But I'll rather have the hols as compared to school of cos... Bleh... School's just not fun... Maybe last time ya, but definitely not now...

Hmm... Waiting for Dear to call... He's like having tummy upsets since Friday and he refuses to go see a doctor, says that he can tahan... Haiz... Hope he's ok...

I think he really got food poisoning from the gun oil or something like that... He didn't wash his hands before eating...

Ok shall go off now... Sleep early today... Hehe...

...小猪 heArTs heR dAr (^.^)
-8:29 pm-

**So Full!!!*

Reached home at about 9 plus just now... Had dinner at Changing Appetites, Marina Square with Mei... Heez... Actually it wasn't really a lot that we ordered but I guess all the milky stuff made it a bit overwhelming... Let me see, I had a Minty Slinkie, Mei had a Strawberry slinkie, we shared a fish and calamari set that comes with salad and fries, and a peach ice-cream waffle... Yupz... I think it was the drinks that made us feel full... I felt pukish after dinner... Still feels that way now... (x x) Bad idea to have such dinners 2 days in a row... But Dear says I should just enjoy the food... No no... I'm going to run tomorrow evening to take away the 'sins' I've eaten today and yesterday... :( So fattening!! Eeek!! I want no tummy!! Eeek!!
Ok... Stop freaking out... sighz... I have to do something about my complexion soon... Though it's healing but there are scars... :'( Have to apply whitening lotion again... Sighz... I have furiously raging hormones... Damn it... Can't you all just bloody hell slow down? Eeek!! No more new zits after exams but irritating scars... Eeek!! Eeek!! Grrrr...
Ok ok... Stop. Stop... No need to freak out... I guess I have to go through it like my brother and my mom did before me... In my twenties... I will be free of this irritating trouble... :( That's still a few years... Sighz...
Going to finish making my christmas cards tomorrow and then run in the evening... Yeah... For now, it's bedtime... Ah... Nice comfy bed... Here I come...

The Keyring for Dear...

The Peach ice-cream waffle...

...小猪 heArTs heR dAr (^.^)
-10:52 pm-

Woah**

Hehe... Going Suntec later... Buy Dear's christmas present... Walk around... Have dinner with Mei... Heehee... Made another 4 christmas cards just now... Hmm... I think I'm a bit slow... Still got 11 to make!!! And 25 cards to write my wishes... Shit. Hope there is enough time...
Yesterday Dear and I went back to the Crystal Jade at Jurong Point!! Haha... It was he who suggested it... Thank goodness yesterday the service was fast and the food we ordered was good... We stuffed ourselves silly with Ramen, 小笼包 and 北京饺子... Hmm... Too much really... Told him we can't finish all, he didn't believe me... 2 小笼包，3 北京饺子 each plus the big bowl of Ramen... At least I was smart enough to order the plain Ramen... His had 5 big wanton... Haha... I think I'm suffering from indigestion... Cos I'm still feeling full... (x x) Later, having NYDC with Mei for dinner... Goodness... Growing fat sia!! >.<
Nice weather today... Survivor finale is today!! But I'm going to miss part of it... Cos I'm meeting Mei at 4.45... I can only catch a bit of it later at 2.15 pm cos there's a live telecast... Watch till about 3, bathe and I shall have to get out of the house...
I think there's no hope of finding a job liaoz... Haiz... That's the only disappointment... Otherwise my life is simply so delightful now... (^^) Oh yeah, I hope Dear will get the hint that I want the piggie at Marina Square very much... Heehee... If I get it, then my holiday will be perfect...

...小猪 heArTs heR dAr (^.^)
-1:28 pm-

*Yawn... yawn...****

Oh my goodness... My eyes can't seem to open today... And they seem to be a bit bloodshot... Ok, only my right eye... Think I must have stared at the screen yesterday for too long... Anyway, I watched Mr and Mrs Smith this morning on DVD and also the House Of Wax... It was damn disgusting lor... I almost puked... More disgusting than Final Destination... Gross... Mr and Mrs Smith was quite cute though... Hehe... Wanted to go running just now but I fell asleep at about 3 pm and woke up only just now... Hehe... Now don't feel like going out already... Shall run tomorrow morning... Wow, can't believe I've already had 9 days of holiday... Hehe... Haven't gone out this week with any of my friends... Just spending a nice time slacking at home... All the action seems to be coming next week onwards... Going to watch Perhaps Love, lunch with Jiamei, 4D lunch gathering, watch King Kong with Dear, buy christmas presents, go out with my baby(Jianning), mahjong session at my house, Shao's house to discuss what modules we are going to take, Christmas, watch Narnia, etc, etc... Good... Haha... But I also want to look for a job leh... Hmm... Must earn some pocket money... Heehee... Yawnz... My eyes are getting tired again... Shall stop here already...

...小猪 heArTs heR dAr (^.^)
-5:38 pm-

***Phew***

I've finally made all the changes to my blog... Has been working at it since the afternoon... But I'm satisfied with what I've done... Yeah!! New look... *Grinz* Shall let my computer rest for awhile now... Finished 9 out of the 25 or so christmas cards I want to send... Better get back to working on them tomorrow... Love the new Jay Chou album and also the new song by Eason Chan, 对不起，谢谢... Think I'll ask my brother to help me get it... Hehe... Okie, I shall go and watch TV now!! Yes!! I'm damn happy today!! :)

...小猪 heArTs heR dAr (^.^)
-7:39 pm-

***Beautiful

Christmas tree at West Mall... So nice!! All the Gingerbreadmen on the tree...

...小猪 heArTs heR dAr (^.^)
-12:50 pm-

**Feeling Funny**

Yesterday, I went out with Linz to Marina Square... Bought another top there making 3 in total in 3 days now... Somehow getting tired of shopping because all the tops are so standard with many beads and sequins... Well, at least out of the 3 I bought, only 1 is with beads... Think have to wait for those old stocks to clear out before I so shop again... Probably walk around and see if there are any christmas pressies to buy... Going to start doing christmas cards today!! Yupz... Christmas is coming and I'm really happy... Yays!! Alright, I'll start on those cards now... Plenty to do... Here's the Crazy Sexy Cool Brownie and Tiramisu mudpie I had with Linz yesterday at Heeren's N.Y.D.C...

...小猪 heArTs heR dAr (^.^)
-11:58 am-