YES!**

Yippie!! It's weekend!! Yeah!! :)

...小猪 heArTs heR dAr (^.^)
-11:16 pm-

****SUPER SIANZ!!!**

Just finished my chemistry 1101 test... It SUCKS!! (--") I'm so irritated with the stupid lecturer sia!! All her BLOODY FAULT!! Anyway, I'm condenming her for the rest of my life manz... What a lazy person she is...

Yupz... More photos!! :)

...小猪 heArTs heR dAr (^.^)
-11:17 pm-

***Pictures on my brother's solemnization at Victor's Cafe, Marina Square. **



Putting on the wedding ring!!


爱情证书


The rings' cushion


So loving....



The two strawberry milk shakes for the newly weds- with compliments from the restaurant...

Listening seriously to the solemnizer...

grandma's birthday!!

my dad!!

2nd brother...

Mommy!!

grandma again... [see my mom's fat arm behind? :p]

大哥，大嫂

...小猪 heArTs heR dAr (^.^)
-11:22 pm-

**Sighz**

There's chemistry tests on Wednesday and Thursday but I haven't study yet... Sighz... No motivation to study at all... I know I shouldn't do this but... Sighz... Guess my sian mood not over yet... Well... What can I say... Sighz... Sian.
Anyway, that silly fella finally reflected and decided he should show me more concern... But I've also given it some thought, and I decided maybe I shouldn't be so bothered anymore... *Shrugz* Tired of nagging at him too... He shall just have it his way... Not saying I won't care about him or that I will not cherish our relationship but just that I don't want to get upset anymore... I'm just kind of disappointed and too tired to try and make him see my intentions... I guess it's still 该来的逃不掉，if it's meant to be, 他总会明白的... Knowing that he loves me now is enough... There is nothing more to expect at this point of time when we are still young... No commitment can be or should be made because then, we will be too stressed to enjoy the time together... 明白彼此的心意，了解对方的思想才能维持下去...应该不需要计较太多吧... I must remember this... And not get carried away in my 梦幻的爱情故事里... Perfection is a trait of Capricorns... I must do away with it... Haha... On that day we were shopping around Marina Square, then we spent some time at MPH bookshop... I was reading out part of the love horoscope where it says " how to capture a Sagitaurus guy" and he was like saying,"Eeee!! Scary!! So accurate!" Then he says I'm cheating because I will know how to capture him now... (--") So duh... Hahaha... Here's what it says... "Sagi guys loves fun and have out-going personalities... He may not get jealous even if you talk to other guys. He will only be uptight when you start flirting with guys who show interest in you(He goes for things that are sought after by many people)... He does not like to be restricted so you have to show him you are fine with anything he does and do not be sticky and soppy with him... Things that matter to you might not be of importance to him. Blah, blah, blah..." On the whole, I feel that it is quite accurate... Haha...
Ok, I shall try and study now... :p

...小猪 heArTs heR dAr (^.^)
-10:04 pm-

*......**

I don't know what post title this entry should have... So leave it as "....."...
Sometimes I wish no one can ever make me sad or disappointed... It would be great if these 2 kinds of feelings never exist... Haiz... I guess it is too good to be true... I get that monotonous feeling hanging over me these days... Like everyday is just every day... Know what I mean? Doesn't matter... I understand can le... It's like I can't get really excited about anything... I mean, ya my brother's special day tomorrow but ya... I also don't know... And then, when I'm finally kicked out of my monotony, like I'm getting happy at the thought of meeting him this weekend, he juuuusssst has to make me irritated, frustrated, disappointed, sad, whatever. I don't know what I'm feeling exactly... Probably a mixture or just a plain, weird, indescribable feeling... Damn. Roll my eyes, raise my eyebrows, 翻白眼... It's just me la hah... Ok I'm pmsing... But I just thought that we can have a day together [maybe it's more appropriate to say I want him to myself for a day] since last weekend we barely had time to talk other than having a rushed dinner... But this Saturday I have to do the "stick" project[1 of my modules] for the whole day till 5 pm... So I told him about it and said maybe we can have dinner after I finished with my stuff or just go out on Sunday... Now that, to me, wasn't too unreasonable right? Then he replied," I don't know, see how." So I asked him if he has his own programmes on Saturday... Then he said he may be going out with his friends... Fine. So sunday lor... "I may be going for soccer with my friends." Double take. ????? So where am I in his picture? Ok maybe now I seem unreasonable because he didn't say he will be occupied for the whole day but? I mean, he'll be tired after his soccer and I'll have to just let him rest... Yeah!! Be with a tired, listless boyfriend!! Isn't that just simply fantastic when I'm looking forward to a chance of having a nice long time together? Frown really hard. What the. Arghhhh!!!!!!! And the thing is he's booking out on Friday night and he is going to his section's friend's house to have fun--definition: Drink, talk rubbish, play ps? Purse my lips. 无话可说. And wait a minute yeah? What was the 1st thing he said just now when he called? "Wah, I'm damn tired!!" Here I was worrying about his well-being and stuff... I mean I'm getting tired of thinking for him everytime and all I get is this... [Trust me. I'll just continue doing it whatever I say now. :( ] Haiz... I give in to him manz. Whatever he says, I'll just let him do it. Then why am I unhappy now? Is it a case of "giving in though unwilling?" What shit. Quit bitching!!! I've given in, I gave in, I give in! So I just have to accept it because it was what I decided ma!! But then I'm irritated for doing this... Argh!!!! Where does that leave me?! In vicious circles!! This is what they call 闹别扭. Obviously, I'm not happy with his arrangements but I still qian1 jiu4 him, then I get upset with myself for being so soft-hearted. DUH!!! I'm just stupid right?! Ok I'm REALLY pmsing. Cheers.

...小猪 heArTs heR dAr (^.^)
-12:25 am-

**Coughing***

Haiz... My cold is gone but now I'm coughing... (--") I've been slacking so far for this week's break... Hehe... Didn't do anything at all except taking a look at this coming Friday's practical... Make me feel sianz... The practical is on solubility and we have to perform titrations with solutions at controlled temperatures... Which means the results will most probably be inaccurate because I will not be able to titrate fast enough... KNS.
Think I have to start reading Maths tomorrow... It sucks but still... Precisely because it sucks that's why I have to try understanding it to make it less sucky... Haiz... Sianz... Don't know if there's tuition lesson later... Tutee never reply me... I need money!!
My brother's solemnization is on this coming Friday... Hehe... Got food to eat... :p Having lunch at Victor's Cafe in Marina Square... But the bad part of it is I gotta rush back to school before 2 pm to attend my lab class!! (--")
Shall take pictures on Friday and post them up... Hehe... Ok... I will be good and go read up my A maths for the tuition lesson later... My tutee has just replied me... Bleh... Some of the topics need revising... Xp

...小猪 heArTs heR dAr (^.^)
-11:03 am-

*Sick*

Hmmm... I've got a cold... Nose is droopping off le manz... (-.-) Just came back from Pasir Ris... Went to send him off... He seems to be ok le... That's at least a relief... Haiz... Somehow I think he's too stressed when he is in Tekong... Should be some kind of pyschological effect on him... He ate a lot these two days... What XO beehoon, deer meat and don't know what at Holland V yesterday night, then today his cousin's wedding lunch at Fullerton Hotel in the afternoon... Told me he had Peking roast duck, shark's fin, lobster, scallops, seafood tofu, and assorted cakes and chocolate fondue for dessert... Haha... Feel happy that he is well... :)
Sighz... Ok... I'm so tired le... Going to orh orh liao...

...小猪 heArTs heR dAr (^.^)
-10:57 pm-

**Sad

I lost the ring I bought together with him... I don't understand... Where is it?

...小猪 heArTs heR dAr (^.^)
-3:53 pm-

Worried**

Haiz... He just called me at 9 pm and said he wasn't feeling well... Apparently he vomited his lunch in the afternoon and is having a fever now... Said he felt pain in the stomach... :( Seems to me like symptoms of dengue... (Touchwood!) Just can't help feeling panaroid... All the cases of dengue reported in the newspaper... :( Hope he'll be ok by tomorrow... At least this tme round he isn't stubborn about reporting sick tomorrow if he still feels unwell... Haiz... I don't know what to do!! It's like there's nothing I can do except to worry a lot... Then there's the problem with his ankle... Haiz... So many injuries!! He's going to get even thinner than he is now... :_( What to do?! Feel so anxious yet helpless... Think I'll get an ankle support for him this Friday after school... Pray that he will get well as soon as possible... :-/
When I came home this evening, there were lots of dead cockroaches at the void deck of my flat... Gross... Then as I got nearer and nearer to the lift, the number of cockroaches increased!! (--") Then, I saw a few of them still crawling slowly around... Yuks! Mom told me that someone came to spray insecticides around the blocks... Guess that's why all the cockroaches started appearing...
Haiz... Anyway, I'd better get on with my work... There's still lots to do... Today's tuition had been postponed to tomorrow... Thank goodness it's at least shifted 2 hours earlier... Don't really fancy going home late...
Wonder if he's sleeping now... He told me he was going to sleep when he called me but I heard from the background it was very noisy over at his bunk... His bunkmates are really loud... Hope they shut their mouths up so that he can have a good rest... Haiz... Shall hear from him and see how it goes tomorrow...

...小猪 heArTs heR dAr (^.^)
-10:41 pm-

*Stress***

What a F***ingly tiring day. I'm done. BEST day I had man.
Haiz... I have no idea what I am doing liao... It's been a long time since I really sat down and watch TV!! Anyway, no mood to write. Feeling damn sian.
Piece of shit.

...小猪 heArTs heR dAr (^.^)
-11:05 pm-

*Sad.*

I feel very sad and misunderstood... Why doesn't he understand?

...小猪 heArTs heR dAr (^.^)
-10:12 pm-

**Giddy*

Haiz... Feeling giddy now... Xp Must be the bus ride I took just now... Hmm... I 'pontang' maths lecture again today... Too bad the lecturer Sucks with a big S... He has the most hypnotic voice I've ever heard... The Ultimate sia!! (--)
Now resting at home... So sleepy... I realised I always blog when I'm damn sleepy... Good way to keep my posts short... Haha.. What rubbish. I think I must be really tired... Lalala...
Trying to learn the Doraemon song... Kawaii... I mean the song... and the Doraemon of cos... x) Got a stupid test tomorrow... 30 MCQs on statistics... *Sighz* Shall study when I wake up later... Bleh...
Jazz dance is really fun now... Hehe... Despite all the tough stretching... We completed 5 counts of 8 combinations already... Then the teacher says we'll be moving on to new set of dance steps next week... Yeah!! :D
Haiz... I can't go to my Sec 4 class outing this Saturday... It's my Grandma's birthday and the whole family will be having buffet at her place... Hmm... Shall organize more class outings next time... It is really good to meet up regularly with them... Find out how each other is doing... Don't feel that kind of bond with my JC class... Miss the days in Secondary school though at that time I just wished I could grow up soon... Haha.. Rather ironic... Maybe can suggest to them if they want a Christmas potluck at someone's place... At the function room or something... Or maybe we can have it at an empty court like the one at my place... And we can exchange Christmas presents!! Hehe... Or a Christmas bbq or a mix of both... Devilz are going to have a new class tee!! Shall take a photo of the sample shirt once Shao gets it and post it here... :) Hehe...
Kk... I think I better get some rest... Take a nap now...

...小猪 heArTs heR dAr (^.^)
-3:38 pm-

*Pre-Monday Blues [ *If There's Such A Thing ]*

Went Orchard today with Weijie... Had lunch at Sushi Tei... Realised it's much more expensive than Sakae but the food was about the same... Ok to be fair, Sushi Tei is slightly nicer but not worth it... Anyway I finally got my slippers!! (^^) But it is not the Reef slippers I saw... I decided to buy another orange pair which is nicer!! Haha... Fickle... But it cost more than the Reef slippers... :p Shit... Can't seem to control myself... (o"o) Shouldn't spend anymore... But I was happy to shop!! X)
The Mid-Autumn festival is coming!! Yeah!! Mooncakes!! I love mooncakes!! Haven't had one yet you know... Sad... :( Gona go buy 1 soon... One small one from Bengawan Solo or Prima Deli... The snowskin one... Yummy!! Or maybe if I happen to go somewhere where there's Crystal Jade, I'll buy the yam moontart from there... Damn nice... (^^) I'm such a piggie where mooncakes are concerned... Heehee... They are really addictive, at least to me... Guess I just really love sweet stuff yeah? Lalala...

...小猪 heArTs heR dAr (^.^)
-11:06 pm-

So Tired*

*sighz* It's another friday... And the only thing that makes me happy is that i can see him again... Other than that it's homework and more of it... I don't have time to revise my lectures... Sianz... Tomorrow I still have to teach tuition... For money to cover my expenses for the month... Hmm... Thank goodness I have the job or else I really don't have enough for everything... My phone bill and concession pass already took up more than half of my allowance... I still have to spend on food in school and to buy stationery and stuff... argh... So troublesome and tiring to study in uni... Fan manz... I'm so sleepy... Tomorrow morning have dance class... Really don't feel like waking up so early but I know I always feel better after the dance class because of all the stretching and stuff...
Yesterday's Superstar finale was so nice... (^^) I like the last song Kelly sang... Shall try and find it... Heehee... Generally the performance was really good lor...
Okie think I'd better go and revise my E maths now... Haha... Get ready for my 1st teaching lesson tomorrow... Xp

...小猪 heArTs heR dAr (^.^)
-10:23 pm-