Friday, August 26, 2005
I Miss Weijie**
It's been a hectic week and it's going to continue being hectic for next 2 weeks too... The transition is so sudden... At first there's enough time to do everything... Then as more and more things get piled up, it begins to be tiring... Haiz... Simply just have too many things to do... So much homework, so much to read up... The lectures are going faster and faster, harder and harder... I've already lost my two chemistry lecturers as well... At first it was just maths... Then chemistry got difficult too... Haiz... Seriously got to read up all those notes before I totally can't catch up anymore... That would be shitty... (_ _") I'm not getting enough sleep... Pimples all coming out again... Sign of stress for me... Sucks... Just wished my life wasn't like this... I don't want it to revolve around studying... This isn't the life I want at all... But it's like I don't have a choice... I wasn't given the right to choose... I'm just shunted forwards by all the factors... Not like I really want to move in the direction I moved... Haiz... Sick... I just got to live on like I did...
Wishing that he is right by my side now... But he has this 32 km march thing that's going to last through the night till the next morning... Hope he'll be fine... Haiz... So sleepy...
...小猪 heArTs heR dAr (^.^)
-11:44 pm-
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
*So Sianz* Can...
Hmm... Tutorials started today... Chem was not bad... Heehee... Tomorrow having econs and heavenly mathematics tutorial... I'm looking forward to the latter!! :) Just had the lecture for this module... It's fun!! Just bought a compass after the lecture at popular bookshop... Me and Shao will check out the school tomorrow and see if there's anywhere good in the school where we can capture pictures of the sun and the moon!! :)
*sighz* Weijie didn't call yesterday and he hasn't called today... It means he is returning very late to his bunk every night... Hope he's not having too hard a time... Poor dear... He's going to be assigned to a unit next week le... Hope it'll be something more relaxing for him... *sighz* Don't want him to be too tired...
I've finally found a tuition job... Will just last for two months but it's ok... At least gain some experience then I will be able to find tuition jobs more easily next time... :)
Ok it's quite late now and I'm going to sleep... ZZZzzzz...
...小猪 heArTs heR dAr (^.^)
-10:44 pm-
Saturday, August 20, 2005
**A *Lazy Saturday*
Went for modern jazz dance class this morning... It's the 1st lesson... The warm-up was such a killer... Think my whole body is going to break tomorrow... (_ _") But despiite all this, it's actually very fun... Haha... The movements are rather difficult though... I totally suck at it but nevermind, I shall practise more at home to perfect the movements... :) Hmm... Aspire to be a good dancer eh? Hehe...
So much tutorials to do all of a sudden... Sianz man... Just finished my Econs module's tutorial... At least it's just stats... Haha... Quite easy enough... I shall try and attempt my maths tutorial later... Finished 1 of the Chem tutorials yesterday night... My brain's rusty already... *sighz*
Weijie booked out in the afternoon just now... Meeting him tomorrow... *sighz* Miss him a lot... It seems like this week has passed slower... Actually I wanted to see him today but thought he wanted to rest... He said he wanted to rest these two days cos it's the last week of his course already and it's going to be a tough last week... But guess what? He told me he's going to his friend's house to watch soccer later... Till late into the night... I mean come on... You said you wanted to rest so I left you alone... Sometimes I just wished guys would just be a little more sensitive, a little more ti3 tie1... Alright, maybe you had a tiring week but then we girls are considerate enough to let you rest and not bother you and look what you do to us... Buddies are always more important... We are only more important relatively when you WANT us to be there... Otherwise it's,"Oh, I have to go out with my friends... You be good and stay at home k... We'll meet up tomorrow..." One thing about guys is they seem to think we are on 24 hours standby for them... And they assume you are always free tomorrow... And if they happen to want to ask you out and you are not free, they couldn't care less... "Ok lor, another day lor..." It's like there's nothing to make you feel like they need you and that they place you 1st in their hearts, in their minds or anything... *sighz* Why are the majority of them like this? For goodness sakes, change your attitude for once guys!!
I just feel really disappointed with the way he reacts sometimes... It's like, "I'm very tired, meet tomorrow k..." But, suddenly, they are not too tired for a game or for time with their friends... They never ask if you want to meet but rather, they just do what suits them... Well, I've accepted that and I do things to suit him but I simply cannot understand the logic of it and no matter how hard I try, I still feel slighted when he does something like that... Forgive me but I just don't get it... *sighz*
...小猪 heArTs heR dAr (^.^)
-6:57 pm-
Friday, August 19, 2005
Bloody CORS system
Yeah! Finally all the tutorials are registered and assigned... *sighz* So sianz to do all these things... So much planning, so much trouble... Everything is so cocked up... The system in NUS is so shitty... But anyway, everything is done now despite all the rubbish... :)
Oh no!! Junyang is out of the competition!! Why...? *sighz* Thank goodness at least Kelly got in... Surprise, surprise...
Tutorials start next week and there's lots of things to do... *sighz* I hate uni life... What to do, what to do... Everything needs $$ too... I'm so damn poor now... Argh... Phonebills, textbooks, concession, food, miscellaneous... Blah, blah, blah... Damn... I suppose can go without food though... Save, save, save... Haha... I guess things will get better once I get a tuition job ba... Worries, worries... It's quite stressful too... Everything is just so different now... It's like so fast paced... *sighz*
Going to sleep now... Sleepy... (-.-)
...小猪 heArTs heR dAr (^.^)
-12:23 am-
Thursday, August 18, 2005
I'm back...cos i got my laptop... heehee... well... it's been like 2 months since I blogged... hmm... well, i've just finished registering my tutorials... the nus system really sucks... waste my time only... n it isn't fair at all!! hoping dat i would just get everything i wan... hmm... uni life is not nice at all... so troublesome... but i guess it's becos all of a sudden we r now independent learners n workers, n we need time to adjust to the new environment ba... well... too tired to continue le... gona slp... nitez...
...小猪 heArTs heR dAr (^.^)
-12:05 am-
