weijie called me yesterday..... seems like he's ok.... he'll be out tomorrow afternoon at about 1.30 pm..... so i'll be going to his house i think..... i realised i can't cook for him becos his house got very little utensils..... his mom doesn't cook!!! haha.... he told me they always eat out and usually it's his aunt who cooks dinner for them.... heehee.... :) maybe i can cook at home then bring it to his house but then like that not nice le..... see how ba..... probably treat him to something good if he feels up to it.... cos he is still sick then i don't know if he'll feel like going out.... in any case i can get to see him le!!! x) so sleepy.... now doing nothing at all.... but soon i'll be busy like crazy and i'll not have time to blog le!!! haiz.... i was surfing the net and was reading lyrics..... hehe....

has been keying in addresses for the whole day le.... so tired now..... my eyes really can't open.... haiz.... don't know how is weijie now..... think i'm falling sick too.... okie i'm smsing weijie now... seems like he's got nothing to do now..... he says he's on MC for 3 days.... so he is juz following his platoon around and sitting in a corner,watching people doing stuff..... so that's quite good.... at least he don't have to do anything..... so now i'm not so worried..... haiz.... getting quite tired of my life..... why do people have to be in this world? what gives man the right to be superior than all other things on earth? and what gives another person the right to be superior than another? why is every one fighting among themselves? why can't life be simpler? nothing in life seems to be meaningful anymore... there's really very little in life to be happy about.... happiness is always so short lived.... and the reason is that few people learn to cherish the little things around them, the people close to them; they destroy the simple happiness found only once in a while... maybe i'm more emotional but relationships between people are important isn't it? friendship, kinship, teamwork, love and also people whom you care for.... but some people in this world can actually be so mean, cruel, heartless, and they simply cannot spare a thought for others except for themselves..... why? i also don't know.... maybe it's been like this all the time..... since before till now, and it'll probably get worse in the future.... maybe i'm more of a pessimist? but i do not agree that we live to enjoy the happiness found sometimes..... i do not agree that we live to experience the different feelings and changes in the environment and that to face challenges is exciting.... maybe i'm just lazy? or maybe right now i'm feeling down and so i'm saying all these.... happiness doesn't prevail but sadness occur most of the time.... heart-breaking stories are playing every where out there.... devastating, disappointing, depressing to hear or maybe even experience these stories sometimes.... everyone is trapped in a certain cycle of life.... we may choose to do different things altogether but the 'experience' is basically similar..... don't know if anybody get what i mean but ya.... haiz.... anyway i shall stop pondering and go home and rest..... will wait, as usual, for him to contact me in one way or another.... miss him so much....

Don't know what to put for the title..... hehe..... so just put '.....'.... Yesterday weijie didn't call... he sms to tell me he had route march again plus training..... can feel that he's really tired.... can't wait to see him again..... this saturday!! 3 more days.... thinking of cooking for him leh..... but i dunno what to cook and if he will like it..... think all he will want is to sleep..... hahaha.... :p yawnz.... i'm so tired.... hmm..... seems like i'm tired every single day..... can't help it.... there's not much work today.... but it is still so sian..... i think it must be the people here.... i can't stand some of them.... so sickening..... haiz.... really feel like quitting.... but then again, it's only like 2 months away from june and if i quit now, it's quite hard to find a job ba.... also i'll have no income...... haiz.... cannot be impulsive..... and if i stay at home everyday, i'll probably go even crazier, what with my dear dear not around most of the time some more..... getting fat!! cos i sit at the office everyday, staring into the computer.... really feel like running but no time!!! haiz.... sianz man.... i'm so bored.... hmmm....